Substitutes

This was a long week. There are a few things you will need to know about my life as a teacher for this post to make sense. 1) During my conference my room is used by another teacher, Ms. Cowell. She teaches English 4. 2) My last class of the day includes modified Algebra 1. That means that there are students in the room who take a modified version of the state test and it means that I have a wonderful co-teacher, Ms. Adams. 3) We had to collect two writing samples from our students this week. It is a bit complicated why we had to do this and all the rules involved but trust me that it was a high priority that it be done on time and correctly. We had a strict one-week window in which to do this.

Ms. Adams told me in advance that she would be out Wednesday and Thursday this week. I was not looking forward to those days because I really need the help in that class. The good news is that she would have a sub. Ms. Cowell let me know that she would be out Thursday and Friday. She asked me to help out a bit by collecting the papers for her class which is no problem at all. However, none of us counted on a stomach bug going around the school and thus the school being short many subs.

On Wednesday I was notified that Ms. Adams' sub had canceled and I would be by myself. I was worried but in the end the students were angels! I have no idea why they were so well behaved but I am very thankful. I was hopeful that Thursday would go smoothly since there would be a sub that day.

Thursday rolls around and no, there was no sub for Ms. Adams because we were so short staffed. The students were ok in that class. In Ms. Cowell's class I stuck around the entire class period because they were taking a test and there was a typo in it. I had to explain the typo and then I helped monitor because this test was being used for district data. There is a lot of pressure to make sure students do their best and that there is no cheating.

Friday took the cake for most exhausting day. I was told that during my conference I would need to cover a class. I was glad to hear that it was a class of Juniors. Just before school started I suddenly realized that Ms. Cowell would not have the same sub she had yesterday and her subs for Friday probably had no clue what the students were supposed to do. I printed off her lesson plan and ran to the different rooms she teaches in to leave the lesson plan and the copies of the work for the sub. After first and second period I went by her classes and picked up the work. Luckily she has third period off because I had to go cover a class. It took me a while to find a teacher with a key to open the room I was in. The great news is that the class went smoothly. Then I had to rush back downstairs to my fifth period class. During team time I tidied up the papers for Ms. Cowell and tried to breathe for a moment. My last class of the day was about what I expected: a little loud, a little crazy, and some students did not get any work done. Once again Ms. Adams was not present because she was covering another teacher's class. After school I had students in tutorials making up work because it was the last day of the grading period. Then my co-worker came in and asked if I wanted her to take my writing samples to our lead teacher. I completely forgot about them! They were due Friday! The students had written them but I had not yet put the papers in the correct order, labeled them, etc. I asked my co-worker to tell our lead teacher that I had the papers and just needed to organize them.

I ended Friday in tears simply because I was so tired. After dinner I took a nap and it helped my mood greatly. I'm hopeful that next week will be a little more calm because Monday is a work day (no students!) and my classes have a test on Wednesday which means less prep time for me.

I hope that your week was calmer than mine. As a bonus, below is a video of the coolest pillow ever. It's like a mermaid! At only $10, I just could not resist.

-Clare G. S.

It's Been Too Long

Am I awful at keeping up with a blog? Obviously that is a big hell yes! Whoops! Teaching a new subject and especially teaching Freshman has made my life much busier than I expected. Something had to give and it ended up being this blog. I'm hoping to get back to it! At least once a month would be nice but I think writing once a week would help me decompress. So, let's get updated on my life.

TP'ing and egging of the house
The guilty parties were found and punished. Those people personally came to my husband and myself and expressed their remorse. It sounds like it started as a little prank and one person in the group thought repeating the prank over and over would be funny. The other people involved only participated once from what I understand. Matthew and I forgave all of them and we are really happy to know that it has stopped permanently.

The House
The person we contracted to fix the wall and left it in a worse state has disappeared. We lost a fair chunk of money since we paid for work that he never did. The wall is still standing but we will need to find someone to fix it. We are taking the whole situation as a lesson learned and are moving forward. We are very thankful that we are so careful with our finances that this didn't affect our ability to pay other bills and whatnot. Projects we want to complete next: finishing the former HVAC closet that we are converting into a storage closet, adding some "flooring" (nothing fancy) in our attic so we have more storage room, fixing our fence so that we are more comfortable with the dogs being in the yard unsupervised.

Flipped Classroom
Having a flipped classroom has been an adventure. I really love using EdPuzzle so that I can ask students comprehension questions during the video. My biggest problem is that the students will watch the video and write the notes but they will listen to music instead of the video. I have tried to explain that it's like listening to music while I lecture; you just aren't getting all of the information. They are getting frustrated that they don't understand the material but are still unwilling to listen while they watch the video. They expect me to reteach the lesson completely. I am more than happy to do that for the students who have given the videos a try but it's still not clicking. It's frustrating for me to re-teach those students who I can see (thanks to EdPuzzle) that they never even finished the video or I have had to ask in class to turn off their music. I'm hoping that more parent contact will help. My husband showed me how I can e-mail a progress report to all of the parents. I'm going to try to do that each week and ask the parents to remind their students to listen to the video notes and watch them all the way through. Looking at data my students are still below the school average on tests but it's by less than 10 points. I know part of it is that I am new to this subject and I think part of it is trying to transition to this new way of teaching. I am not going to give up!

Health
My anxiety has been really odd. Every now and then I suddenly feel like I'm not breathing properly; like I'm not inhaling deeply. I have to pause and focus on my breathing and it usually passes quickly. It's tough to do that in the middle of class but I muddle through. I am a bit concerned because I had an anxiety attack and I have no idea what triggered it. All of my attacks in the past I can pinpoint what started it. This time I have no idea. I was walking around the school running some errands and I felt my breathing was off. I walked slower and tried to take some deep breaths. Then I got that awful feeling that something bad was going to happen and my fight-or-flight started to kick in. I immediately went back to my classroom to get my emergency medicine and then went to my husband's classroom. I am so incredibly thankful that he has the same conference as I do. Between the medicine and my husband I was able to make it through the anxiety attack and calm down before my next class. Ugh, just writing this is difficult. Anyway, I am seeing my psychiatrist later this month and I'll make sure to mention what happened to him.

My resolution to be healthier has hit the 6 month mark! I would like to mention that although I use my weight and measurements of my body as a way to track progress, it's not my end goal. My real goal is to have healthier habits: drink more water, walk more, and eat less. When I say "eat less" I mean that I need to eat until I am no longer hungry. I have a bad habit of eating until I physically cannot eat anymore. That was wasteful of food and made me feel sick. I think I'm doing much better with my eating habits but it can be really hard! I love food! I just need to remember that almost all of the food I eat can be re-heated later and taste almost just as good. No need to eat it all in one sitting. Here is where I am now compared to August 1, 2016:

• Weight: -26.4 lbs
• Bust: -4"
• Band: -3"
• Natural waist: -5.5"
• Hips: -3.5"

Here's a photo of the difference in my face. I'm not comfortable yet showing the world the photos of my whole body in workout clothes. I hope you can see the difference that I see!

-Clare G. S.